Goodbye for Now
April 2010 (8th Grade)

Sitting here in deep despair,
bound by the laws of he same routine.
My senses, not so keen.
It's possible to feel the tension in the air.
I know you're still alive
because your heart is still beating.
The pressure on me makes it hard for breathing.
Down, down, down I dive.
I was unhappy,
conflicted.
If love was a crime, I was convicted.
A last resort for me.
I know I'm sorry now,
and I realize,
It's probably too late to apologize.
You're always with me somehow.
This isn't goodbye forever,
but what am I supposed to do?
Can't be with or without you.
Forget you? Never.
To me, you were never a bore.
I'll let  you go somehow.
I guess this is Goodbye for Now.
I won't bother you anymore.